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Mon, Feb. 20th, 2006, 12:45 pm
writingbyme: Maureen

"I've been feeling rather down lately, not the type of down a gal oughta feel, but what can you do? Put a bullet in your head? I've got fists full of bullets and two pretty barrels to send 'em down, but I won't do that; I can’t do that and I’ve got two good reasons. One, suicide is the pussy's way out, plus once you’ve got and off’d yourself, all you've left is an unhappy mess of brains and blood for those who loved you to clean up. I ain't that selfish. Two, I made a promise a long time ago to someone who probably doesn't care if I'm alive or dead right now; but I am alive and I plan on stayin' that way, 'cause I made a promise and I don't break promises easy. Funny how people don't realize they're saving someone's life. They always think it's gotta be dangling on a wire or dodging traffic. Hell, I probably saved dozens of people's lives by now. You never know what's gonna do it. Maybe it's a "hello" or a smile, changes the whole damn outlook of a person. Heck, I know it happened to me, so I know it's gotta happen to others."

Thu, Feb. 23rd, 2006 04:26 pm (UTC)
mazziah

i like it

Thu, Feb. 23rd, 2006 05:00 pm (UTC)
writingbyme

Thank you!

Tue, Feb. 28th, 2006 06:31 pm (UTC)
gingie1223

like your icon. it's similar to the picture on my window's desktop... and my old LJ icon!